The Future

I've work for this company for about 2 years. However, I found that the work load given by this company is torturing. Now, I need to be a project manager of an ERP project which has been also existing for about 2 years. I've have been already working on this project for 1.5 years, from implementation to current status.

Even though I am the project manager and there are another four team members, all of them have another projects on hand. No one can guarantee what can be done and what can't be done given a deadline. The schedule, which has been fixed, is simply means nothing.

I don't want to bear the risk of the project anymore. In fact, I don't want to be a project manager. Studying the degree already takes me so much time. Being a good project manager takes time. My life will be very hard in order to studying hard and work hard. As a matter of fact, I already need to withdraw a course in order to take care of the human resources changes of the project. I don't want this happening again. It's wasting my time and money.

Monday, I'll propose to my manager that either I'll not do any project management or I'll quit the job. Study now is my first priority. Almost nothing can change it.